My stab at the impression of late dusk with snow on the water, and a night passage ahead. |
Gordon Bok's Version of Sailor's Carol
A Solstice Reflection
There are few things on this wide planet so fulsome with awe as winter dusk coming down hard at sea under a press of snow.
It's a time to draw our selves together. Batten our hatches and stoke our fires against the coming night. The loon's cry never sounded so beautiful, as winging across darkling water. Never the light so gorgeous as when it fades away.
I'm not worried. The mere fact of a night passage no longer taunts me with fear of the dark. Night sailing in inshore waters has its own tricks and techniques (I'll write about these, another time). Play it safe, work your vessel from point to point, keep your focus and you'll do fine.
And yet. And yet. Winter nights are long. The eye strains after what it cannot see. The mind, working hard to cast meager perception as coherent picture, may lapse into a moment's misorientation, brief but shaking. When snow wraps us close about... when wind and water, compass and lead are our only clues, save only the sometime alarum of breakers. When Darkness and Death - those ancient companions - lean on your shoulder, whispering mutiny. It helps to have something to take the mind in hand; to lead it in calming circles when it wants to fret and shy.
Sailor's Carol is one of my favorites. Couldn't quite say what it means. All my favorite poems seem a little inscrutable to me; brimful of vivid imagery, dark and diffuse as dream. But Gordon Bok's rendition is perfect for singing, over and over in that awe-full black of snow and cold, on a night crowded with mortal reflection. On this, the longest night of the year.
I pass it to you in hopes that it pleases and comforts.
A pleasant summing up as we mid-50s latters crest the solstice darkness and start the wonderful slide to the bright and promising days of spring. Let the worlds greedsters and powermongers "smote their ruins upon the mountainside" as we sidestep their angry vortex and choose a debt free, paid off home, lots of free time in nature path. Longer days now: each one!!
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